Here is a quote that I am reading to myself everyday:
“In the end these things matter most:
How well did you love?
How fully did you love?
How deeply did you learn to let go?”
This is a lot easier said then done. Take for example when my mom calls me - fully inebriated - on Saturday night, after not calling me back for 2 days, saying “Is this the KBTCS pledge-a-thon?” To this I respond “Mom, why are you calling me?”. Realizing her error she says “Oh how did I call you? I was just watching this Steve Miller concert and wanted to donate. Sorry didn’t mean to call you. Whats up?”
This from a woman who makes me SPLIT dinner with her when she fully knows I am trying to save tons of money and oh and not to mention I am her DAUGHTER and that’s what you do with your DAUGHTER you buy her dinner. But donating to the stupid Steve Miller concert is a fully worthwhile endeavor. Are you kidding me? For the record I fully support parents having to bribe there kids to hang out with them.
But in all seriousness I am trying to just let it go. Just say “I can’t change this person” or “I won’t ever be what this person thinks I should be” I’m just going to get over it.
Whooo saaa.
On a separate note I think I might change the name of this blog to “Daily complaints. Cause really you don’t have enough in your life to worry about, why don’t you worry about my problems too!” I have just noticed that the content on here has been pretty depressing and/or bitchy. I’ll be making more of an effort to change that.
